Just writing

If being silent is a good way,, then i will say nothin,,,
since i have nothing to be shared and told
many things just flew away,,coz i cant find the word to say,,
i dont know what i should do,,
awaken in the middle of the night and being left to sleep
feels like i'm not that fuckin special like what i thought
just u and what u want,,
is a thing that i have to keep inside my head
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Jakarta